I have been ruled by clocks and calendars

for so many years –

I long for  days when I can be ruled instead by

my own biorhythms. Sleeping and waking when

I want, eating when I feel hungry, going outside

when I need to be reawakened and renewed.

Kayaking when I feel the urge,  reading whenever

a book seems appealing, and, dressing however I

please depending on my mood. So, until that time

gets here, I will fantasize about how amazing this will be.

Ever longing and hoping that time will come –

before it’s too late.